Funny thing is how can I be so stupid as to think differently?
So you're mad at the world...go ahead and take it out on me. Guess you can say I am used to that feeling. Im the universal punching bag for people whose lives suck. But I am used to it. Years and years of hearing the same old shit has made me numb to the actually reality of it all. Give yourself a pat on the back, you've just become another ignored figmant of my past.
So, I have been stupid thinking I needed you in my life. Like if you werent there...I couldn't breathe. Well reality check on my part. I was stupid teenage 19 year young girl, and I have my own lungs...I don't need yours.
And with the name callings? I thought elementry school was long gone for you? Can you honestly think calling me names will hurt me? Before you came around, I am sure each name has been casted my way and like a stone kicked to the side...they've been ignored. People have their opinions...just let it be.
Someone smart told me to "let it be" I don't know why I realized that I should have listened before. I'm done crying over you, you aren't worth it. You are just like the rest of them and like the rest of them, you dont matter in my life anymore.
Is this what you want? Fucking smile smartass because this is what you got.
So you're mad at the world...go ahead and take it out on me. Guess you can say I am used to that feeling. Im the universal punching bag for people whose lives suck. But I am used to it. Years and years of hearing the same old shit has made me numb to the actually reality of it all. Give yourself a pat on the back, you've just become another ignored figmant of my past.
So, I have been stupid thinking I needed you in my life. Like if you werent there...I couldn't breathe. Well reality check on my part. I was stupid teenage 19 year young girl, and I have my own lungs...I don't need yours.
And with the name callings? I thought elementry school was long gone for you? Can you honestly think calling me names will hurt me? Before you came around, I am sure each name has been casted my way and like a stone kicked to the side...they've been ignored. People have their opinions...just let it be.
Someone smart told me to "let it be" I don't know why I realized that I should have listened before. I'm done crying over you, you aren't worth it. You are just like the rest of them and like the rest of them, you dont matter in my life anymore.
Is this what you want? Fucking smile smartass because this is what you got.
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